Blue 1:

UUSEEE and SEEDED.

Yup, that's my mid-year and promo results respectively. Sigh, I'm the only one who got a S-uper grade for Econs in my class. I'm still in the midst of contemplating whether to drop it or not. But the H1 students doing econs now have learnt Macroeconomics already though. If I do drop it, I'd be going through the stuff I've learnt this year and have to catch up on macro on my own. Yet, maybe it is the better choice since I'd have more time for my other subjects. Hm. Maths was disappointing.. 16 marks flew across my face because of moments of carelessness. :( make that 23, cos I skipped the Maclaurin's series question. Anyway, the holiday homework are slowly seeping into the hands of students already.

It's just irritating.

Blue 2:

Imagine zaosia-ing whenever you try to sing. Like "Ahhhhh...-AH-...ahhhh". Listening to the songs you like but not able to sing them when you could. My voice is on crutches now. Yeah, but looking on the brighter side of things, I am able to speak normally, cough less, and feel slightly better. Less frustrated? Maybe not.

Hmm...

There are so many friends that do care, but, will they understand..? This world seems to be going too fast. Many people think that if one doesn't keep up with the pace, they will lag behind. But what about that part on slowing down? Is slowing down wrong? Who says that the race of life was all about being first? Is that it? So...there's some trophy there huh. Why not reach down and lift others up?

"What is this life if, full of care,

We have no time to stand and stare.

No time to stand beneath the boughs

And stare as long as sheep or cows.

No time to see, when woods we pass,

Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass.

No time to see the broad daylight,

Streams full of stars like skies at night.

No time to turn at Beauty's glance,

And watch her feet, how they can dance.

No time to wait til her mouth can,

Enrich that smile her eyes began.

A poor life this if, full of care,

We have no time to stand and stare.