
Sunday, October 24, 2010
I never knew, that it would only last a moment.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
If it's a triangle that I hate, it would be this one.
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Isn't talking the only way out of this?
Don't keep silent anymore..
Please.
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You weren't there, but I need you.
Still.
Thursday, October 14, 2010

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What if you were on your deathbed?
What would be on your mind?
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I was hospitalised for about a day and a half, and there were 3 older men beside my bed. One was on drip, another didn't have legs, and the other, needed oxygen everyday to sustain his lungs, for him to survive.
I was too tired and still in pain myself, but I could tell that their conditions were far worse than mine...
The guy on drip beside my bed seemed to be irresponsive to people's call to him at times, but he was still conscious. The guy in front of me commented that he was like the "living dead" because he was suffering from lung cancer and he said something like he didn't have enough money to pay up already.
Although he seemed prepared to complete his pilgrimage, I still sensed some fear in him..
"Is death that scary?"
Perhaps that might just be one of the many questions that I cannot answer to without being in that circumstance.
"Am I prepared for death?"
It just comes when God calls you back...
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As I got changed and was struggling to get out of the hospital bed ready to be discharged, they looked at me, with eyes of dismay and pity. They couldn't be discharged yet..
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I wanted to do something, but I didn't.
I could have done something.
Sunday, October 03, 2010

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A friend of mine talked to me.
Was I wrong all this while?
If I was, I can't undo a thing...
Can I?
I've broken the unbreakable, once again.


