
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
I guess it's not the right time to come here for now, there are lots of things for me to catch up on, lots of more important things to do. Sigh.. So many times I feel like giving up, and concentrating on the other things that I love to do. Things like singing, painting, blading..etc. I have not regretted a thing in my life, for I know that I wouldn't be who I am now, if not for who I was. Although if you ask me whether I would want to re-live certain parts of my life, I would say yes, only if I can keep my thoughts and my current inner-self.
Revision has begun for term 3, as teachers spam students with exam papers. I feel like I am not able to catch up with what I had set out for.. Straight As was the target. It still is, just that it really seems unfeasible at this moment. Got back my results for my mid-years and it sucked. My friends say their grades are worse, but ugh, it's really relative. I don't compare my grades with others, because I know that I have to answer myself at the end of the day.
I studied the whole hols, just to get back on track, just to read up and understand the stuff I had not touched before. I did what I could in the hols.
Since 56 days ago, I've found a gem, yet, worry still surrounds me.
Reflecting on my life, my Us will become As.
I'm hanging on to a thread of hope..


