
Sunday, November 27, 2011

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What should a 20 year old guy be doing when he is 20?
It's no longer a pinch that I feel but a punch.
Reality is hitting me more right now that I am no longer a teen, but not old enough to be called an adult. Kinda like in limbo..
20's still young, many would say. But once you hit the big 2 in front of your age, time appears to accelerate and there are more and more things to handle in your life.
I feel that there's so much more that I have to be responsible for, many more things that I have to consider as my decisions that I make are more important as they affect more than just myself.
Yet, looking at the way things currently are, I have much to do..
I want to deepen my faith in God and have a closer relationship with Him.
I want to learn how to love others better.
I want to study really really hard and smart for my A'levels.
I want to score straight As for my A'levels.
I want to pursue medicine/nutrition.
I want to be financially well-to-do and attain financial freedom thereafter.
I want to know a girl who loves herself for who she is, who thinks for others, wants God in the center of her life, who loves me for who I am, and is worth dying for.
I want to marry that beautiful girl.
I want to bring so much more meaning to her life and make her the happiest woman.
I want to live in a house that has a warm feel, homey, well-designed, clean and tidy.
I want to have another house in another country that is beside a lake.
I want to have a yacht that my friends and I share.
I want to explore the world with my wife and try out new and random stuff together.
I want to see the Northern lights and gaze at the stars with her.
I want to have kids with my wife.
I want them to be healthy, grow up to be humble, obedient, and God-fearing.
I want to tell my kids bed-time stories so that they have sweet dreams before they sleep.
I want to be able to spend quality time with them, as a family.
I want to teach my kids sports and have awesome family activities together, at the beach, at the park, or just at home.
I want my family, my wife's family, and my siblings' family to be bonded with each other.
I want my family to be close to the families of my best friends and let my children know that they are legendary.
I want to see my children become fine young men and beautiful women who walk in Faith and Wisdom.
I want my kids to see my wonderful parents, talk to them and get to know them better and spend time with them.
I want to be see my grandchildren, and teach them about love, and how to pray.
I want to catch up with my old friends and just chill out like how we used to.
I want to be embracing my wife and taking walks down memory lane when we're old.
I want to know that those I hold so dear to my heart, are taken care of, and are doing well.
I want to be by my wife's side when either of us departs this life.
And I want to see Jesus
when He calls me back.
It's 5am in the morning of 27 November 2011.
I guess this is my Wake-up Call?


