
Thursday, May 24, 2012
I was jealous.
I shouldn't have said it.
I screwed up. Again.
There's never anything wrong with just being friends. But it's the unbreakable awkwardness, the lingering hope, the unspoken sadness, the self-doubt, the mark of guilt...that just overwhelms it all.
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Thoughts were not meant to be kept.
Last night's sleep was interrupted badly. A thought of a thought just sparks many more.
I really need to let it out.. Just can't wait to get well again.


